94 more days!! Yes, yes and yes to the above statement.
There is no way we would decide to come into this life and think there would be no fear. But, we did it anyway. We knew we were coming into a scary world and yet, given the option, we chose to come here. In most instances, again and again and again.
Speaking for myself, I know the only way I would do such a thing is if I knew that if I tried real hard, I could figure some things out, it would be worth it. If I didn't think there was an ultimate plan, I would have just stayed in pure, positive, all loving conditions and watched Earth from afar.
But, I didn't. I came. I've lived. I've lived way longer than I really thought I would. I've learned. I've learned way more than I ever thought I would. I've given birth to life. I felt the contractions of six little human beings come into this world. If that alone was my purpose, it was worth it.
And, there is a good chance it just might be that. I won't know til I leave. So what am I going to do today? Learn as much as I can. Feel as much as I can. Love as much as I can. Even if my learning, feeling and loving is only experienced by me.
My dear children and grandchildren -- if you read this some day -- please know that's all you can do.
Live for today. Have fun today.